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11月25日

Lucky

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

11月19日

南非2010

某通讯产品弹出南非2010世界杯32强全部出炉的消息
想起那天下班路过南非大使馆
门口已经竖起了倒数计时牌
强烈的民族自豪感
 
貌似是98年或是2000年我曾信誓旦旦的表示
2006悬点儿...2010我一定要去现场
那时候觉得简直遥远的无法想想
还有初中高中大学..什么时候是个头啊
一路走着走着...以上成就居然都达成了
回看..反而深感昨日之日不可追
 
我想我还是会坚定不移的支持England
我还是希望能看到Owen进球
 
那天看到关于tacit understanding的一段话
the question is not to be a good girlfriend...even less to "perform" as a good one...
love is not sports or events but something coming out of our "inner" being...
something what you called "tacit understanding"
 
继续看我的精读协定去
 
 
11月16日

劢:“不是国军无能,是共军太狡猾”

一晚..张傻毛打车回家
下车的时候付给师傅13元..
师傅表示这钱缺角让换张(事后证明是丫撕的)..
张傻毛心想师傅开出租去银行估计不方便换张好了
没零钱于是给了张一百的...
师傅又表示这一百的太新了再换张(见火车站报亭等换钱伎俩)..
张傻毛觉得有些奇怪...
恍然中貌似看到内迅捷的手速
又给换了张一百的
师傅迅速找了90...(很迅速..早就准备好了卷在一起)
到家后张傻毛发现不仅换回的100是假币
找回的钱里还有张50假币
问:张傻毛共损失了多少银子...
 
恰好没要小票
恰好没有零钱
恰好烂好人思想作祟
命运出于巧合
张屁毛无处可逃!
同志们引以为戒!
 
只是..
希望这个社会让我保留哪怕一点点的真性情
11月12日

吃货俱乐部

屁孩叫唤着:
老大~~
今天好适合去南门涮肉啊
飘着雪
一定很有感觉
 
可吃的是感觉还是肉呢
这是个问题
坐在暖和的班车里开始庆幸早上没想着赖床打车
 
想吃冰
想吃鱼
想吃提拉米苏
想吃榴莲蛋挞
想吃吃吃吃吃吃吃吃吃吃吃吃吃
11月8日

I like to look for things no one else catches

姹紫嫣红开遍
似这般都付予断井颓垣
良辰美景奈何天
苏有朋唱的真好
 
喜欢巧合
喜欢惊喜
喜欢纪念日
 
在爱情没开始以前,你永远想象不出会那样地爱一个人
在爱情没结束以前,你永远想象不出那样的爱也会消失
在爱情被忘却以前,你永远想象不出那样刻骨铭心的爱也会了无痕迹
在爱情重新开始以前,你永远想象不出还能再一次找到那样的爱
 
生命是幻觉 可是我需要你在 
11月5日

Hysterical

And now, the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain 
I've lived a life that's full
I've traveled each and every highway
But more, much more than this 
I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few 
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do 
And saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
But more, much more than this 
I did it my way
Yes, there were times I'm sure you knew 
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt 
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall 
And did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill; my share of losing 
And now, as tears subside 
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say - not in a shy way 
"No, oh no not me,I did it my way"
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way 
yes,it was my way 
 
 
god bless u
11月3日

甚至两脚走不动,先想到离开

直到细雪飞下来荡进远处深海
甚至两脚走不动先想到离开
直到你说不回来直到我说活该
拿下了你这感情包袱或者反而相信爱
你是千堆雪我是长街
怕日出一到彼此瓦解
看着蝴蝶扑不过天涯谁又有权不理解
你是一封信我是邮差
最后一双脚惹尽尘埃
忙着去护送来不及拆开
里面完美的世界
认错旅店的门牌认错要逛的街
便当冷了想保存怎可以乱摆
没有你我的和弦但有结尾伏线
黄叶会远飞这场宿命最终只能讲再见
 
 
洗衣服的时候是一个人
踢到柜角喊疼是一个人
晚上睡觉突然感到害怕时是一个人
看电视笑的时候是一个人
做饭吃饭是一个人
那样过日子
就算是不愿意也会坚强起来
mark
10月31日

last day of Oct.

这个Halloween有人逝世有人狂欢
 
早上睁眼收到瑶蛋短信:你在哪?
看了看周围:我在睡觉..
在北京睡觉?
嗯呐..看到疑似我的人了?
貌似是
 
然后不困了
工作日哭着喊着起不来
成天化身追班车的人
要么就盘算今天打车吧多睡会儿的人
到周末好了
清醒的跟二五八万似的
跑到群里叫嚣
你们这些晚睡晚起的人
只有刚参加完party的德国佬搭理我
热烈讨论XX男青年干嘛被一莫名可恶女青年弄得成天郁闷
站着说话确实不腰疼
在布置完你一定要看chasing liberty啊
你回国前一定要在Halloween party扮次XX啊的任务后
在表完我一定完全领导布置任务
一定好好学习早日回祖国找姑娘的决心后
双方友好的表示要睡觉了啊要回笼了啊
于是又呼了过去
 
看了一下午criminal minds
或者说睡了一下午criminal minds
发现原来wanted里的配乐原来从这儿抄的
从7月就一直忙忙叨叨
终于可以这样醒来又昏过去的周末
感觉十分满意十分的满意~!
 
爬起来
给自己弄点儿好吃的
实验新菜品失败
豆芽和香肠不能搁一块儿啊
没有老妈在身边各种逼我吃水果
于是告别完冰箱里洋猕猴桃的遗体
我信誓旦旦表示饭局去死...
从今天起以冰箱为本
 
外面很闹哄哄的
各种游行中
有点想去凑热闹
转念又坚定不移的睡了过去
下赛季工体见吧...
想起李哥不小心做错边儿矿泉水瓶雨点般砸下来的经历
庆幸自己绝对必须够猥琐
上学时候总是临关门前不想睡觉
冲出来对着狂笑一阵
然后费一堆劲跑到三里屯簋街后海吃喝晃悠
到两三点就开始看着人屋里温馨的灯光希望有个家能回
最后可怜兮兮的跑去钱柜瞎吼刷夜
我怎么知道现在就住这儿了...
 
脑子里闪过amelie忽闪着大眼睛念到
如果没有你
如此良辰美景让我更与何人诉说?
只是她的名字里为什么有lie
 
此去经年,应是良辰好景虚设
便纵有千种风情,更与何人说
 
满脑子都是批复请示发函发电呈批件...
狂呼我丫不是学英文的
以上妥否
请批示
 
PS..北小街的叶子都黄了
很适合拍大片儿
 
得找时间去美嘉把this is it拜了
10月29日

追班车的人~

人追的是风筝
我追的是班车
真不高端悲伤
 
原来上周五真的有人来送碧昂丝的票。。
为啥我偏偏内时候发烧
当我屁颠屁颠跑回家睡觉的时候
他大爷的生活已经在今天等着要郁闷我一番
T.T
 
不过
拥有一个在今后任何时候都无法复制重来的幸福周末
即便守到一个天长地久
也找不回这一刻
快乐很简单
幸福却很难
得失果然很奇妙
 
渐入冬眠状态的我
中午恐怕要失眠了
 
嗓子有点疼
莫不是要大病一场
我不要
一个人的时候生病
 
 
10月23日

为你,千千万万遍!

幸福就是猫吃鱼,狗吃肉,奥特曼打小怪兽!

for better or worse


 

9月24日

完全的恍惚中

2周疗养结束
重温了逃课上课呼呼刷夜etc
头完全晕..反应完全慢
差点找不到单位门在哪
 
恭喜barney
这感觉真好
只是觉得这S5的开局怎么这么像friends
让ted去教书
还搞出jones的段子
 
big bang也回归了
第一集很不好笑。。
还是我太乏了
 
把月饼piapiapia都快递回家
接下来就等着打包回家过中秋啦
reunion
9月9日

2009.09.09 09:09:09

Good morning, and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!
9月3日

Taken

 
 
mark
"一无所成的幸福感已经不能满足我"
9月1日

听悲伤的歌 看幸福的戏

清楚的记得last Sep.
做了些什么
怀着怎样的心情
 
以前数着日子过
现在数着年过
却都有些反应不及了
 
杨叔
用曾哥的绵羊音治疗我的网瘾吧
我有病
 
8月30日

情何以堪

02:13
坐在屏幕前
纠结又郁闷的希望
曼联T翻阿森那
damn u owen
 
经总结
girls&women always want to be the healer
however,
finally,
they all turned out to be the sber
8月25日

How I Met G.I.Joe

Friends S3E04 00:13:42
 
[Scene: Monica and Rachel's, Ross is still trying to get Ben to play with something other than the Barbi doll.]

ROSS: Guess who's here. It's the toughest guy in toy land, Ben. (singing) 'A real American hero. I'm G.I. Joe!' Drop the Barbi, drop the Barbi.

RACHEL: G.I. Joe? Do you really think he's gonna fall for that?

JOEY: (entering) G. I. Joe! Cool! Can I play?

ROSS: Look Ben, it's a toy that protects U.S. oil interests overseas!

JOEY and ROSS: Go Joe!!!

 
记不起小时候看过的动画
所以以上是How i met G.I.Joe
 
 
8月24日

F*CK

Fuck me? Fuck you .
Fuck you and this whole city and everyone in it.
No, no, no, no, no.
Fuck the panhandlers grubbing for money,
smiling at me behind my back.
Fuck the squeegee men
dirtying up the clean windshield of my car.
get a fucking job.
Fuck the Sikhs and the Pakistanis
bombing down the avenues in decrepit cabs,
curry steaming out their pores, stinking up my day.
Terrorists in fucking training.
Slow the fuck down!
. . .getting one of those operations that elongate your penis.
Fuck the Chelsea Boys
with their waxed chests and pumped-up biceps,
going down on each other in my parks and on my piers,
jiggling their dicks on my Channel 35!
Fuck the Korean grocers
with their pyramids of overpriced fruit
and their tulips and roses wrapped in plastic.
Ten years in the country, still no speakee English .
Fuck the Russians in Brighton Beach .
Mobster thugs sitting in cafes, sipping tea in little glasses,
sugar cubes between their teeth ,
wheelin' and dealin' and schemin' .
go back where you fucking came from .
Fuck the black-hatted Hasidim
strolling up and down 47th Street
in their dirty gabardine with their dandruff,
selling South African apartheid diamonds.
Come on .Your wife deserves this.
Fuck the Wall Street brokers.
Self-styled masters of the universe.
Michael Douglas-gordon gekko wannabe motherfuckers
figuring out new ways to rob hardworking people blind .
Send those Enron assholes to jail for fucking life.
You think Bush and Cheney didn't know about that shit?
give me a fucking break.
Fuck the Puerto Ricans.
Twenty to a car, swelling up the welfare rolls.
Worst fucking parade in the city.
And don't even get me started on the Dominicans,
'cause they make the Puerto Ricans look good .
Who's this fuckin' guy?!get the fuck outta here!
Fuck the Bensonhurst ltalians with their pomaded hair,
their nylon warm-up suits, their St. Anthony medallions,
swinging their Jason giambi Louisville Slugger baseball bats
trying to audition for ''The Sopranos.''
Fuckin' crack your fuckin' head open !
Bensonhurst! Bensonhurst!
Fuck the Upper East Side wives with their Hermes scarves
and their $50 Balducci artichoke.
Taxi !
Overfed faces getting pulled and lifted
and stretched all taut and shiny.
You're not fooling anybody, sweetheart.
Taxi !
Fuck the Uptown brothers.
They never pass the ball ,
they don't want to play defense,
they take five steps on every layup to the hoop,
and then they want to turn around
and blame everything on the white man .
We not giving it up!
We not giving it up!
Slavery ended 137 years ago.
Move the fuck on .
Fuck the corrupt cops with their anus-violating plungers
and their 41 shots,
standing behind a blue wall of silence.
You betray our trust!
Fuck the priests who put their hands
down some innocent child's pants.
Fuck the church that protects them , delivering us into evil .
And while you're at it, fuck J .C.
He got off easy --
a day on the cross, a weekend in hell ,
and all the hallelujahs of the legioned angels for eternity.
Try seven years in fucking Otisville, J .
Fuck Osama bin Laden, Al Qaeda,
and backward-ass cave-dwelling
fundamentalist assholes everywhere.
On the names of innocent thousands murdered ,
l pray you spend the rest of eternity with your 72 whores
roasting in a jet-fuel fire in hell .
You towel-headed camel jockeys
can kiss my royal lrish ass.
Fuck Jacob Elinsky.
Whining malcontent.
Fuck Francis Xavier Slaughtery,
my best friend,
judging me while he stares at my girlfriend's ass.
Fuck Naturelle Riviera.
l gave her my trust, and she stabbed me in the back.
Sold me up the river. Fucking bitch .
Fuck my father with his endless grief,
standing behind that bar, sipping on club soda,
selling whiskey to firemen and cheering the Bronx Bombers.
ALL: Let's go, Yankees!
Fuck this whole city and everyone in it,
from the row houses of Astoria
to the penthouses on Park Avenue,
from the projects in the Bronx to the lofts in Soho,
from the tenements in Alphabet City
to the brownstones in Park Slope
to the split-levels in Staten lsland ,
let an earthquake crumble it, let the fires rage,
let it burn to fucking ash, and then let the waters rise
and submerge this whole rat-infested place.
No.
No. Fuck you, Montgomery Brogan .
You had it all ,
and you threw it away, you dumb fuck!
8月16日

关于何为乐极生悲的图文说明

万人大合唱
满场专属于她的绿光
无比好吃的芒果西米露沙冰

以上为乐极

此后为生悲

从后脚跟入..
我斑驳的血迹
再次于深夜赶赴朝阳医院急诊
此次光顾了外科
缘分呐
 
唔..还要在大董被凶残一顿
愿赌服输
 
低头攒米攒RP
T.T
8月7日

西边日落东边雨

xuan 说:
 暴雨了!
俺就不叠被 说:
 这边没有……
xuan 说:
 北京好大
 
 
有一天
我会厌倦原谅
你也会厌倦道歉
 
 
要是能淋场雨就好了